Yesterday night a friend of mine texted me and made me cry, he said I was as people said, “rumours”. I cried because I didn’t expect such a thing from him. And for how it sounds like, we are no longer friends.
(A part from that I don’t believe in texts, but in real talks)
I tried to explain him (even if it wasn’t necessary, as he should know me) how were things for real, why I acted like that and how I felt. But nothing, he was stuck on his idea, and this hurts me.
It hurts because he’s not anymore the person I thought he was, and I kind of feel that he has ruined my day.
But Fede stop for a second.
I have done nothing wrong, he just doesn’t understand me, and just hurts me. He may be jealous I’m sure, but this is not good for me, I don’t like this feeling.
RULE NUMBER 1 OF 2017: SURROUND YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY, THAT TRULY LOVE YOU AND THAT YOU CAN TRUST.
Ok I am back happy how I was before all of that happeed. I can’t hide that it hurts a little, but I LOVE myself more when I am happy and smiling.